| Om Nom Nom Nom... |
[Jan. 7th, 2010@23:06 pm] |
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Last night was really bad I cried so hard that I got snot all over the face, bed, curtains, window, rooms, living room, buildings. Yeah... I called Carmen and poured my life and the next life and the next next life to her. She took all and gave me back some. Then, I fell asleep and woke up with amazing eyes.
Work was OK, Kuan has become my chatting buddy now, replacing Ben. Ha ha. I still miss Ben's jokes and his Reddits' finds. Peter straightened his hair back. See, I told you, he looks better with curly hair :(! Now I'm missing his curly hair. I went home to kill time because I was going to meet Jeslin at Tampines at 5PM but I was late anyways. Ha ha. We had dinner at Pizza Hut and I thought I spoiled the curtains. It really gave me a shock and my face was :O! Jeslin couldn't stop laughing. Then we saw a spazzing mother with her kid, it was holy-shit-are-you-kidding-me kind of funny.
Then I went to her place and Ah Ma didn't know I wasn't Jeslin because the lights were off. I laughed so hard. Yeah, she was shocked to see my hair like that.
So, on the way back home. I took a taxi. The taxi driver whipped up Old Chang Kee snacks and starting to om nom nom nom~! I was really surprised at that because I always thought you can't eat in a taxi. Anyways, he turned around and offered me some, I rejected and he insisted on giving me saying that it was rude that he's eating alone. ... Right. Then he went on asking if I am a mixed blooded child, etc. Ha ha!
I'll always remember him. He listens to 98.7FM at high volume, I swear.
I'm really angry now. |
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| Just once is enough. Once. |
[Jan. 6th, 2010@21:33 pm] |
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I'm really exhausted now, my energy level is expiring in... 20 minutes. Yeap. On the phone with Jairus right now, and I really want to fall asleep on my keyboard. My nose is blocked, and I'm feeling unwell, I'm all pale that it scared Amirah out just now. Ha ha.
Mm, I woke up at 8AM today and started doing house chores that I left undone last night because I was tired and got lazy. Then my Mom's friends all started to bombard my house's phone with calls, I really wanted to unplug the phone. Especially Aunty Joe, she couldn't ask everything over a single phone call so she calls in every other 5-10 minutes intervals. ... I think I did a great job handling my angsty side's irritable mood.
Met Aunty Joe and I got really mad at her after two hours.
Anyways, yeah, saw Mom, she's fine. Doing OK, a little weak still. And Aunty Joe got on my nerves again, ha ha. I get really annoyed and sensitive when people asks me things without moderations and then starts to nag on me. So she finally left the room, and I chatted with Mom and I cried. I don't know why, it made me think of my late granny. Man, I miss her.
........................... Met Elyy, and we sang from 1PM-7PM. Woah, hardcore? Yes. But we got bored and sick of all the songs. Oh well, Amirah came afterwards. We had our own share of fun. It's awesome, we should try it again but maybe not this long. OH YEAH! I went to the toilet and I came out and told her that I heard her sing with full-power when I was away. And she said, "Yeah, when you were in the toilet, I was standing.". And then there was 4 seconds of awkwardness, we just sat there gaping at each other. Ha ha, epic.
Pictures:
Bits in front, Bites behind.  Left: Bits Right: Bites  Bites with the yellow tail, Bits with the pink one! :D  By now, you should know who is who. Ha ha!  Amirah and Elyy. They are... woah.   We were feeling really sick by now.  I'd like to make it clear that they are "clean" since Malays can't touch dogs.   I scared them shitless. HA HA!  I like the first photo! He he!    Messy hair #1.  I was unwell and grumpy.  |
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| Bits & Bites! |
[Jan. 5th, 2010@23:35 pm] |
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Morning was kind of emotional. Because Mom was going to the hospital. Don't ask. Then she talked to Einstein about her leaving and stuffs, it was like watching Marley & Me live. Except that my dog isn't dying and it's not me, but my Mom. I teared you know, teared so bad. Ha ha, I am a very sensitive person when it comes to lust and love.
Work, I think, has become some sort of a leisure. It is like I go there to chill, read books and play Bejeweled 2. Ha ha! Hmm, Pearlyn and Jeslin came. And we left to Bugis Junction, walked around, shared some old school secrets. HA HA! Was on the way going back home, but out of the blue Jeslin and I decided to get guppies. So we "abandoned' Pearlyn to go back to Shaw Tower to get the fish bowl. $10 for 2 bowls, nice! The aunty was really chatty too, ha ha! She couldn't stop talking, I thought I might have trouble leaving. Ha ha!
Then we went back to Aljunied and... realized that the aquarium was closed! What the heck! The weather was Hell on Earth, really. So we took a taxi down to Sims Drive which is just a bridge away. Then we found this really nice and old aquarium. The uncle was really smiley and stuffs, I like that. We looked at the fishes and we decided to settle down with guppies because they are pretty. 80 cents each, man! HA HA! They sell shrimps too, I wanted to buy shrimps instead you know. Because since I met Ben, I've been very attracted to shrimps. Ha ha!
OK, I'm regretting not buying the shrimps too. Maybe I should go back. He he!
Anyways, I named my guppies as Bits & Bites. Bits being the Pink guppy and Bites the yellow guppy. Ha ha! Cute, huh!?
Pictures:
Today I went punk/street fashion. Ha ha! And on the right is the hair-clip my sister gave me too. Awesome!   OK, so I looked really happy.  The stupid bag was leaking, damn it.   I don't know if you can see it, but the right guppy - the one in pink - is Bits.  This is beautiful Bites.  Jeslin screaming. HAHAHAHA! She almost killed a guppy, I swear.  My nose was bleeding last night, scary as Hell. It's been months since the last attack came!  |
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| Belongs To: Somebody's. |
[Jan. 4th, 2010@20:40 pm] |
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I really thought that time stopped last night. My sleep was way too long. I woke up at 5:40AM, thinking it was 7AM. Then at 7:20AM, I thought it's 9:30AM. ... ... And I dreamed of the end of world, the heat, it was overwhelming, it melted cars, the tar on the road were like charcoal barbecuing us humans. I saw babies' faces melt away. Then it morphed into another dream. It was a dream of my late granny, the most favorited person who is no longer in this world. Carmen was there too, as if they actually met. I climbed the wardrobe - I used to climb her wardrobe because she always hides my GameBoy Color on the top. Ha ha! - and I found an old diary. It wrote: Belongs to: Somebody's. And I woke up.
ARGH! I'm having a back ache. Neck ache, and, headache! Ache ache ache ache, I think I'm growing old. I'm turning 18, everyone's excited to be legal. I don't really see much of a change in life since I don't bother with alcohols and I can't see how clubbing is a life (plus the music will break my bones). My headache is the worst. It feels like my brain spins one round and then it does the double kick into my skull and everything repeats. Or maybe it's expanding and expanding and pushing against my skull!!!! URGH! If so, it's been expanding for 4 hours.
I've a big brain............................................
Fuck, my dog just bit me again. Another teeth puncture, fuck. Does he hate me so much when my Mom is home? Maybe he's grudging about the fact I didn't give him leftovers of my dinner because he was literally begging me. Look, he's growling at me from the end of the hall! How annoying...
Work sucks, Ben's no longer working. No more reddit.com-partner. HA HA HA! And I broke a cup, amazing how I broke it. I stared at it for 4 seconds at least. I just knocked it accidentally to the side of the sink and it broke in my hands. And oh, I'm on a healthy eating diet. I'm not losing weight, just eating healthier.
I am going to miss Mom. I pray and prayed everything will go smoothly.
Going to TP this Sunday. Finally, the shoot has arrived. Black hair on 11 January, I know I kept repeating, I'm just excited. Ha ha! |
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| new year resolutions part II |
[Jan. 2nd, 2010@22:36 pm] |
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latest addition:
NOT TO LOSE ANYTHING ELSE IN 2010. :'(
I've lost soooooooo many mobile phones that i've lost count.
i'm really depressed and frustrated. My 2nd iphone 3gs lasted.... 2 months.
*poof*
don't bother asking people. |
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| Dangerously possessiveness. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2010@19:58 pm] |
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I... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... STAYED AT HOME TODAY, again. Because I didn't really want to spend money and my Mom is home, so I thought I'd stay in. I had a sudden craving for her cooking since last night and I sure didn't regret staying at home! She whipped up some otak, fish balls, bean sprouts (YUMMY!), corn soup and chye sim. So much simple food to eat and it's so yummy! (^-^) Simplicity at its best, really.
My dog bit me again. He left vampire-looking marks on my hand. So those twilight girls who are always saying, "BITE ME, EDWARD CHALEARN!" in a very exaggerating manner should just get a dog to bite them. Works the same, looks the same, bleeds the same way too. And they are both venomous. Yeah, it's true, dogs' bite are venomous, or so my Mom tells me. Ha ha. Every time he bites me, I hope that he didn't transfer some virus to my body :-|
He bit me out of jealousy. I think he is dangerously possessive over my Mom! (X_X)
And oh, my Christmas' Eve to Boxing Day's photos: Link
And if you want to see my dog's smiles!: Link |
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| Mario Karts! |
[Jan. 1st, 2010@21:18 pm] |
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First day of 2010,
I had a sleepover at Yinghan's place! With my brother and some old friends that I don't talk to. Carmen came at around 10PM+ and we played Mario Karts on Gamecube, thank God for Carmen, I kept getting the 3rd position within us four players. But she left near 1AM, and I came in the fourth over and over again. They played some drinking/card/ping-pong/fooseball games and we ordered McDonald's but everyone fell asleep, so I ate my share and went to bed. The food was left on the table all the way to the morning. Yinghan's dog, Cutie was so painfully skinny I almost wanted to cry for it. Poor old dog, 16 years is so damn long. 13 years' pretty average for a dog's lifespan. I couldn't stop imagining my dog becoming like him :( Anthony came too.
Oh oh oh, we were all so engrossed playing the games that we missed the countdown. Whaaat... Ha ha ha.
Left Yinghan's place with Jai around mid-noon and went to his place because he was running a slight fever. We watched The Knowing, what I didn't know was that it was actually about the end of world too. I thought it was some cult-related, satanic girl kinda flick. HA HA HA! There's even alien and ultra photo-manipulated ending! D: What the heck!
My hair is out of place, I'm thinking of going pixie or extreme bob after I dye it back to black. I miss my natural solid black hair :(
11 January 2010! 10 more days to the end of Cruella's possession.Yessss! |
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| HAPPY NEW YEAR!! |
[Jan. 1st, 2010@11:43 am] |
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2009 was slightly better than 2008 but it was marred with my grandma's passing.
As for career wise, things are certainly on the positive side (huat ah!) and i will make sure things stay this way.
2010 is filled with hopes of fulfilling dreams and i'm looking forward to a loooooong holiday towards the year end! :) Nonetheless, here comes the typical new year resolutions...
1) lose weight and compete in a half-marathon
2) save and earn more money
(then i can buy my *****, ***** etc .)
3) stay healthy
4) travel more
Places i've travelled to in 2009:
- japan
- vietnam
- langkawi
Places I want to visit in 2010:
- paris, italy, rome (maybe drop by london especially during their summer sale! their sales are the best!)
- hongkong ( to buy h&m muahaha)
Places I may have to travel to in 2010:
- MEI GUO ( it all depends on B's situation)
5) be more punctual
6) meet up with friends more often ( i think i did it pretty okay in 2009)
happy new year peeps! :D |
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| I will embrace... next year. |
[Dec. 31st, 2009@19:35 pm] |
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OK, I'm not really enjoying the last few hours of 2009 either way. Let's see........................
2009.................
2009 was, I daresay, different from the past few years I've actually lived. Even more torturous than those years that has major exams, lousy friendships, etc. And not studying for the whole year was a pain-in-the-ass, you guys have no idea how much I want to slam a TV set into people who doesn't want to study at all. First, I had to worry about my financial side of my life, then I had to balance work life between friends, family, art--That's 4 things to balance.
2009 was also my results' year. I did fairly well, in my opinion, scoring a 16 was OK-average. Good enough to get a place, or so I thought... I might still be grudging MOE for throwing me into an Engineering course and not anywhere near languages and art. Ha ha. So, that was my first of the whole package of "bad luck" of this year. Damn! Then I got rejected by TPD because of my lousy portfolio which is collecting dust at the corner of my room.
All these wasn't bad enough, I had a bad argument with my best friend. Didn't talk for a whole year till recently! Amazing, I wonder how we were living then.
Sometimes, I got so broke I couldn't even afford a packet of roasted chicken rice. Talk about money, if I am not wrong I even lost a note of ten dollars and fifty dollars. My memory got the better of me. See how everything feels so significant because it happened on 2009? Geez.
Oh, I lost my _______________ and then I broke my _________________ so now I'm pretty much fucked!
All right, enough of the bad stuffs, I think I would be able to fill up the whole entry with it.
Cliche enough, talking about the bad things means I should talk about the good things too, right?
Mm, I made a lot of acquaintances and friends - friends, especially - and I've finally settled at H&C for a place that I'd enjoy working at. I miss my working crew at Andersen's too, I had great memories with them. 2009 was also the year I met my boyfriend. The earlier parts of this year, was probably most well spent with Gina since we were both working and Carmen was still studying. It was so funny how we support so much on each other's finance. We were each other's bank. When she's broke, I'd come to her rescue, and then I'll be broke, then she'll get her salary to support me.
All in all, it is still the worst year for me. Bye, 2009, I'm glad you will NEVER come back. Don't even think of resurrecting into another year like 2019 or the next year which I have already decided will be my best year. |
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| Cup noodle date. |
[Dec. 30th, 2009@20:21 pm] |
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Since everyone is already doing it now. I guess I'll share my New Year's Resolutions too! Correction, resolution, without the ass at the back. Yeah, I only have one. Which is to correct all wrongs of 2009. Ha ha. You know, to try to pick up from where I fell and left from. I think by doing that, I'd probably be leading a at least, ideal life of my own. Ha ha.
I went to find Jairus today and we were so addicted to Bejeweled. Ha ha! We always challenge each other on Jewels on his HTC. Ha ha! I still can't break his record for the normal mode, and I hope he can't break mine for timed mode. Geez, we're so nerdy. Ha ha! Then we went to SPC to buy cup noodles, I think it is my first cup noodle of year 2009 too. But definitely not my first instant noodles.
Went to Harmony Park to eat, cup noodle date, he called it. Ha ha. Waited for Linus, Alex and two other guys. Alex's brother's name is Aris, so nice. So... Greek-like. (*A*)Y Then it RAINED! So we went to some apartment's void deck, I almost fell asleep. Ha ha. I left in the early evening. I've been going home early these days, and staying at home too.
I think... my cellphone's camera does well only in B&W photos... Sigh...
Pictures:
He's too skinny. Ha ha ha!  I was really bored and I have a zit on my chin, fuck.  I still love my shoes.  And nature.  |
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